im home..

yeah im home..!!!!!!
n im so tired rite now but really missed my blog..
miss my baby so much...
i will show u the pic n update soon..

announcement..

yup..i have an announcement to make ..*mcm pe je aku ni*..i will be busy and i will not update my blog till Monday next week..gonna miss u too..haha..tomorrow, we have conference and dinner @ KL convention centre as i mentioned before..then saturday i'll be bz with AGM..mlm ni kne arrange for tomorrow's conference..so wait for my update nti ye..

owh ye, yesterday my bf received new niece named Amanda Sofia..she will be call 'Kasih'..so sweet..her sister was called 'Cinta' anyway..his niece will be mine too..hehe, hope so..cant wait to see the baby this sunday..

okay got to go..i am off to check in hotel for the agenda..

gonna miss my sayang so much..

mardiah plak ade trip to Bukit Tinggi..emm, best nye..

take care..daa.....

I Feared UNTIL ……!!!

I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself.
I feared failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.

I feared success
Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.

I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection
Until I learned to have faith in myself.

I feared pain
Until I learned that it's necessary for growth

I feared the truth
Until I saw the ugliness in lies.

I feared life
Until I experienced its beauty .

I feared death
Until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny ,
Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate
Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance .

I feared love
Until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days..

I feared ridicule
Until I learned how to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.

I feared the past
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.

I feared change,
Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly

arini..

im still in office right now, waiting the clock tick to 6.00pm..sbb nk balik!!
arini aku selseme..since yesterday actually but i didn't take ubat..later la at home, but if i take, i will sleep early tonite..cant be coz my routine before sleep is bergayut with my darling..luckily we sign up with celcom 1+3..we can talk more then we did when we used prepaid..more saving..back to selseme thing, owh my nose hurt and it's red color..rase nk canut pun ade gak..tissue? of coz da nk penuh bakul sampah ni..sowi ek boss, plz buy more tissue next time..in case i have flu again..
arini im a bit boring in office..i completed all tasks and memos..girls downstairs plak ngah bz with table allocation for dinner this friday..some people bz with conference, also this friday..while some bz with AGM this saturday..and also some bz with MATTA fair this september..ohh plz god bless them all..

ok it's 6pm finally..im going home..thanx coz reading n take care ye...daa...

konfius..

aku confused the different between
Ministry of Tourism ngn
Tourism Malaysia ngn
Majlis Tindakan Pelancongan Negeri ngn
Tourism Board..

aduh..

sgt blur..

tolong!!!!

lagu yg aku suke dan ramai suke..jom nyanyi sesame..

Jason Mraz - I’m Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I’m saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family (2nd time: ah, la happy family)
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, I’m sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No I won’t hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours, I’m yours

tagged by maya

7 FAKTA TENTANG SAYA

• Nama sy kalau ikut ID Card..maziah binti mihat
  
• sy bangga lahir 13 May 1986 *maya, aku pun takut gak*
  
• sy anak jati KL
• sy anak mak abah..*my dad overly protected me*
• sy setinggi 168cm dan seberat 44kg *ye, sy tau..tp da mkn bnyk da*
• sy suka mkn tomyam dan sup
• sy layan love songs a.k.a jiwang
  

7 PERKARA MENAKUTKAN SAYA

• kehilangan mak abah
  
• kehilangan sayang, mardiah, izal, pejal, adhim
  
• accident
• tggl sorang2
• bwk motor, skuter xpe..
• gelap
• kene culik..
  

7 LAGU BUAT MASA SEKARANG

• Sempurna-Andy & Blackbones
  
• Angel of Mine-Monica
  
• Getaran Jiwa-P.Ramlee
  
• Hanya Satu-Nora
  
• Karma-Alicia Keys
  
• Because you Loved Me-Celine Dion
  
• You Light Up my Life-Debbey Boone
  

7 PERKATAAN YANG SELALU SAYA SEBUT

• i love you
  
• yang *sayang*
  
• okeh
  
• bek
• bongbong *hehehe, slalu ckp kt my sayang*
• bodo je
• I miss you
  

7 PERKARA AMAT BERNILAI

• family
  
• kawan2
  
• my sayang
  
• maruah
  
• agama
• keje aku skrg
• bakal kete sy
  

7 PERTAMA KALI DALAM HIDUP SAYA

• Crush--kuljeet singh *same mcm maya..muhibah*
• jumpe my sayang time bukak pose..hehe
• darjah 3 kot, stay singapore sorang2 without my family
• tour leader of 100 org g langkawi last year
• tahun ni celebrate befday ngn bf..*which turn to be the best ever*
• interviewed by tourism malaysia *time ni sgt2 tension..*
• ape lg ye..tgh blur ni..xleh ingt..
  

you still have hope

hope is a wonderful thing,

something to be cherished and nurtured,
and something that will refresh us in return..
and it can be found in each of us
and it can bring light into the darkest of places..
NEVER LOSE HOPE

ever wonder how it looks like??

have u ever wonder how flower girls looks like??

oppsss sowi..wrong pic uploaded..not this one..
it's look like this......
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p/s: nice hah?? i love the purple one..

jom berdoa same2 ngn maziah..

DOA UTK YG BERCINTA ,SAPE-SAPE YANG TENGAH BERCINTA ATAU BARU NAK BERCINTA ATAU TENGAH BERTUNANG.. AMALKANLAH DOA NIH..

Bingkisan Doa.

' Ya Allah.... Seandainya telah engkau catatkan... Dia milikku tercipta buatku... Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku... Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami.... agar kemesraan itu abadi... Dan ya Allah... ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi... Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini... Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi...

Tetapi ya Allah... Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan... . dia bukan miliku... Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku. ... Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku... Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan.. ..

Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti.... Berikanlah aku kekuatan... Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit... Hilang bersama senja nan merah.. agarku bisa bahagia... Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta... Gantillah yang telah hilang.... Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah... Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya...

Ya Allah ya tuhanku... Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu... Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan... Adalah yang terbaik buat ku.... kerana engkau maha mengetahui...Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini...

Ya Allah... Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku. .. Di dunia dan di akhirat... Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini... Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian... Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat... Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran. .. Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman... Supaya aku dan dia sama2 dapat membina Kesejahteraan hidup... Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai... dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh....

amin..

sing with me...

cant get out from my mind..

SITI NURHALIZA - cintamu

Nota cinta lama...
Ku jadikan lagu...
Walau tidak seindah...
Bisik kata yang kau beri...

Tetap dalam hati...
Siang malam menanti...
Tak jemu wat ku...
Dibuai kerinduan...

Chorus:
Belum pernah ada...
Getaran sebegini...
Memang benar aku di landa...
Cinta kepadamu...

Bercahaya hidupku...
Dalam taman cinta...
Sehingga segalanya...
Seperti pelangi...

Kau sambutlah rinduku...
Jangan lepas lagi...
Ku patri setia seteguh kasihmu...
Buatku....

Kini ku temui insan yang ku sayangi...
Sentiasa di sisi bagai bintang yang berseri...
Tetap dalam hati siang malam menanti...
Tak jemu wat ku dibuai kerinduan...

- i love this song so god damn much-

aku suke letak gmbar...

went to linda's bro wedding last week..
met shira n pisunk..

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ni plak gmbr kami dolu-dolu..
hehe..

unexpected..

i was pissed off yesterday..i just couldn't accept it n don't want to accept..but it's happened jugak..sgt geram..kalu bleh aku tumbuk die, aku da tumbuk da..

nasib bek abg leh sabar..mard n a.den pun ade..adoyai!!!

u're pregnant tau skrg..ko buat mcm ni, xpikir what will happen to ur son/daughter?? knpe busuk ati?? knpe nk tutup periuk org?? y u did this??

i just hope ko terima balasan yg sepatut nye..
thanx for everything u did..

p/s: ya allah..kuat kn semangat org yg teraniaya..

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2 hari tau komputer kt opis aku ni di format..nk bt keje pun xleh..

ade virus trojan lak da..

nk blog pun xleh..

nk ym pun xleh..

nk check emel pun cannot..

nk surf tenet pun xleh..

nk bt pape yg berkaitan ngn komputer ni pun xleh tau..

cian aku..

da la aku selsema..

demam..

sakit tekak..

air cond ni menyusah kn gak kekadang..

lum lg melayan org2 yg xreti bahasa kol aku asking unimportant stuff..

adoyai..

arini bru computer aku da ok..

cantik je..

lame tak tenok blog aku..

rupe2 nye ramai yg membaca..

ramai gak la yg nk tau pasal aku ek..

alhamdulillah..

at least u still wanna know bout me..

thanx a lot dear..

p/s: to be continue..keje..keje..keje..keje..

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semalam server down.. :(

2x blackout..kami kegelapan di opis..

lunch mkn nasi kukus ayam berempah desa pandan terhangat..wah....

skrg tgh kesejukan..

best moment..

*credit to Maya & Nisa...*

*maya, nisa..aku pun nk letak gak..*

time ni, mesti la time best sgt2 waktu sekolah dulu..

im on top of everyone..ceh ceh ceh..hehehe..

my hockey team..sweet moment i've ever have..

quite missed them all..

aku yg kurus ni, leh plak buang tebiat meng'offer' jadi goal keeper..

sgt giler kn..

kne tiup je da jatuh..ni kn pulak bile da pki bju goal keeper ngn protecter nye skali..

yela..memasing takot nk jd keeper..

first2 memang xleh nk jalan..member2 sebok bantai aku pki hockey stick..

nk suh aku berani la konon..

mentang2 la aku da jd transformer..korang belasah aku kn..

whatever it is..aku xkn lupe time ni..

btul tu nisa, time jerit2 tu yg best..

pastu yg bab drama queen pihak lawan..ngade2, xsakit buat2 sakit..buat2 jatuh..hattuihh..

then time sorang minah from pihak lawan, terlondeh skirt time nk bantai bola..da la referee laki..

muahahahaha..gelak besar weh..seb bek pki tight pant..giler r..

tu la, ngade2 nk pki skirt konon..bajet jek..

ape lagi ek, ngah imbas kenangan ni..

ha, ade skali tu, lawan ngn sekolah yg xberape teror..

aku selaku keeper, of cos la bosan menunggu ntah bile la bola nk dtg terjah goal aku kn..

so aku pun duduk la dlm goal..kt jaring2 tu..skali cekgu hamimah jerit dr luar padang da..

aku kene marah..*ko ingt ko tgh melepak kt umah ke..*

tersedak aku, tgh minum plak time tu..

so aku berdiri la mcm model kt kotak D tu..adoyai..

mcm2 hal..but what ever it is, i really appreciate that moment..

xkn lupe..thanks friends..sbb bg aku pengalaman mcm ni..

sape ckp aku xramai kawan???

my 1st formal meeting..

last friday,i was quite busy preparing and attended my 1st formal meeting..it was the 5th Education Training Sub-Committee Meeting..since i worked in the MATTA School of Tourism (MST) as Center Officer, so i hv to attend..oppss, sorry x bgtau..i just worked in MATTA in about 1 week after 2 months unemployed..yeah, giler n bosan tau stayed at home..

then in a meeting, one of the agenda was, MST Staff Status..it was awesome that they gave welcoming applause to me as a new staff in MST..sgt teruja coz the meeting was attended by Vice President and the committee who was the travel agent's owner and honorary secretary general..they were quite big influenced people to the industry..

*ape lg nk merepek ni..emm..tu je la..yg best form now..ok gak la untuk member2 aku yg suke membace tu..muahahaha..*

i miss mohd yusrizal mohd yusof..

hehehe..ye..ni la budak bong bong..

aku windu die even we went for lunch together everyday..

never stop missing him..

with compliments

ujan lebat..i've nothing to do now..my bos isn't here yet..all jobs done b4 i went out for lunch..i saw the person who stabbed behind my back..luckily sayang beside me..if not,ermm..so dgn mood yg ntah pape ni, tgk la ni..enjoy..

*with dafinah*

*hazwani..she married..sgt2 cute*

*time hazwani's wedding*

sleepy..

im sleepy rite now..even i slept early last nite bout 11pm..but y im so sleepy now!?!?

miss izal la..when can i meet u dol?? adoyai..

mcm nk ujan jek ni..aku kesejukan da ni..air-cond xla kuat sgt..

nk online site, tp kalu masuk skali, mesti lame..kang tgh syok layan kang, tetibe bos tercegat blakang aku..kn susah tu..

music plz!!! luckily, they on the radio..its so boring when the only thing i heard was phone ringing and keyboard sound..fuh...

komputer rosak + busy

sowie la..bukan sebok dating je..aku sebok kemas umah, sebok jalan2, sebok bace buku, sebok mcm2 la..aku kn penyebok je owang nye..hehehe..busy manjang..tau x aku kebosanan melayan diri aku yg tak dpt ngadap computer..adoyai..tensen tau..xdpt aku nk merapu kt blog kesayangan aku ni..bosan tau..ni pun bru dulu malam comp aku berjaya idup semula..but now im at workplace..leh merapu skit je la..ape je ek yg aku bt? jap nk pikir sat....

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owh, da ingt...


- g kenduri kawen hazwani..best..dpt jumpe rakan2 sekolah..hehehe..windu sgt..

- my period pain was really killing me..!!!

- g jalan2 ngn my cousins from singapore..

- jalan2 ngn sayang..

- jalan2 ngn mard n abg den..

- jalan2 ngn adik..karaoke walaupun sore xsedap..

- g shah alam..buang duit abah..coz i dont have money..

- lunch with baby..


....erm, not so much i have did..
....windu computer..
....windu izal, pejal, adhim..
....windu kwn2 uitm..ayu,safi,aida,sal,linda,shira,q,sume2 la..
....windu n love to meet ex-school mate..

p/s: love to meet them all..but no money in a pocket yet..